now. is a horrible fear. every time I start I say, come on, this time we will be civilized, sarita. we do as people, know, we found, love you, forgive you all, be a victim, quarrel, reconcile, and especially going to weather the storm, trying to make this last as much as possible. and for a time convinced me that this is OK, it's as good or as bad as the rest of the people, but suddenly one morning I crossed the wires, I cut the queue and start from scratch. and again the desire to re-educate, to be civilized and all history. because it gives me a fear that fucking not reach the state of peace with myself and the world need not change one day. worth. for that deception, I was disappointed with the minimo, I like weather the storm and really give a shit, zero, absolutely nothing, I am indifferent. I mean ... I like it, pass the time, I still do, but if you stop there is not a drama. does not give me a little embarrassed. Censored
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fever this week I have had about the notebook's Vitruvian Man, and is a bitch. the notebook I buy it in Florence, and since then I am the madwoman of the lamina of the Vitruvian Man, I have in my wallet, in a closet in my house sheet size, a giant on the floor of Murcia, in a holy in the portfolio, and so whenever I find out there. what he said, has been a bitch that I forgot on the floor because I could not tap the veincreative feverish as ever, but good. joe satriani is a good substitute. I put D. Morning cow socks in disbelief Censored laptop hooked to my ability to crazy. really, I will not like, that come on their own.
take up again: I could not have near the Vitruvian Man but I know what I was thinking during fevers, in the next, and that if not. association, the first fever was strong strong I remember when.
and was the host.
thought to send a postcard from Brussels and say hey, I entered the race he wanted, also thought of you this summer during my bouts of anxiety, and when I take the AP photos as easy as this send aChristmas and say: Censored. but it turns out I promise you that until you go back to license me to know me and I have more pride than you to these things.
this is the case you do not I stand. he expected to have a certain order with the return of the routine, but it goes. I'm becoming more savage and uncontrolled than ever. overwhelms me a little but I like it too. I see so many new things and so many company events that are worthwhile, and while I have so little willpower to get up in the morning after that I'm rolling. every week I say, is beginning to study anatomy, biochemistry I that, and suddenly on Monday is the first party, or is D. to sleep (and only, I repeat, ONLY sleep) orpeople and I love the ability of a person to be honest with herself and the world, which is better than nothing but it helps to be more consistent. and makes me feel better, until I can not write good endings.
FDO: the brain rotting, bubbling and dissolution of sara.